Who you are??

This is Who am I..

I'm Jeanette. My life is like an open book it depends on how you read me. Don’t judge me by my cover, look inside and discover.

I’m a simple person, fighter but then not traitor; I have a lot of friends but then again not feign to anyone. Sometimes I’m not affable and sometimes not amenable but I want to let them know I never pretend to be someone just to make them be fond of me. I know some people don’t like me. They hate the way I did things, the way I act, and the way I deal with others. I will do what I want and do what I think is right, this is me! My life, My rules, My style, coz I’m a real person not an imitation

If anyone tries to pull me down, it goes to show that I’m on TOP of them… so I CHEER UP! =) and say “Insecurity reigns in the ugly heart of a person with an empty brain”. You will always see what’s wrong when you are right. But you will never know which is right when you are doing happy doing wrong, isn’t?

My life makes exciting when GOD gave me the strength and courage to fight a losing battle, despite the fact that I want to do, is surrender. I know “God” never send me into a situation alone… God go before me… He stands beside me… He walks beside me and whatever situation I have right now … I’m confident…coz “God” is with me!

In my existence I just realized that happiness is a very subjective factor in ones life.

For me, Happiness is dependent on circumstances; joy transcends then. I can be joyful even when I am not happy. Happiness, as the worlds defines it involves my environment… my home, my money, my friends, and my health but joy is internal. Happiness is usually temporary but joy is abiding and remains when beauty fades. Happiness is material; joy is spiritual. Happiness involves life here and now; joy includes both time and eternity.

Being happy doesn’t depend on achieving what you want..

But making the best out of what’s given..

Life isn’t fair.. it never was..

The only thing that can make us completely happy is CONTENTMENT…

Be contented on what you have but be sure to aim high and never stop believing you can do better every time..

When I asked about what does GREAT LOVE already means??? It’s when two people knew that they where really not compatible but they choose to stay and fight for incompatibility. =)

Sometimes I wish to renew my self because I think I’m too bad like a freak, I always do stupid things towards my especial someone. However when I’ve done something wrong I admit it and say sorry I agree in the saying that “No one has ever choked to death from swallowing there pride…” One of the best feelings in the world is realizing you’re perfectly happy without the things you thought you needed.

In life there are lots of people watching our next move, desperately waiting for us to fail and even praying for us to give-up but I don’t mind them, it just doubles the fun of living and surviving. I keep in mind that failures and problems are not things I should be scared of they could lead to breakthroughs and great discoveries. I see life as an adventure and enjoy every moment of it.

I guess, the greatest thing I’ve learned life, is never to invest too much emotion on one thing, coz if you do, you would end of hurting yourself. Right? I thank GOD I’m rich- not with money but with a person who loves and accept for who I am. I may not have the most expensive things but I got one of his most precious creations.. my GG (God's Gift).. He and my family are the wealth I have around me. With them people will know how rich I am even without money. I have the reason to be happy because I have them who have been always good to me.

Most of all, the beautiful of My Christian Life is not that I always strong, but in the midst of anguish, despair and difficulty I can still shout: “God is Good, All the Time!”

Love Stories#1

Story of Regret

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.


The moral of this story is :
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

 

PicLyf #3

Naruto_vs_Luffy...LOL^_^

PicLyf #2

its me and my new friends in icst.. this picture taken during our last valentines ball in garden oases..super enjoy and felling gorgeous kmi lahat taht time..hahaha('o')